i'm supposed to be sleeping now!!!
so caught up with watching the Korean drama "temptation of wife"
and it's getting more and more exciting!!!
OMG

and baby is going off for genting tmr:(
cant see and hear from him for the next 3 days!
Oh mans!can i survive that?
how i wish I'm small enuff to hide inside his luggage and follow him there lah!
but wells it's not possible!

and i'm so dead!
i haven really been studying like seriously!!
OH MANS!feeling kinda disappointed with myself!
last episode and i'm going to sleep!
TMR i shant touch my laptop at all!
it's a super duper bad distraction!!!
ARGH!
jiayou gen!3 more days and suffering is over!!
GOGOGO!

记得我第一次看见他时，我才中二。

那时他刚刚罚他的第二章专集， “我的麦克风”

十四岁的我喜欢上了他那灿烂的笑容 和 boyish look。

听起来好幼稚喔！

这六年来，看他慢慢的进步让我觉得他好棒喔！

我终于明白为什么我那么的喜欢他了！

我欣赏他对音乐的执著，永不放弃的精神和他的努力。

就是他这样的个性让我非常的喜欢他！

他这一路上的努力让我深深的领悟到原来一个人只要肯努力，

终究会有成功的那一天的！

像我这种平凡的人，自认一点也不聪明，努力就只好是我的强项了！

努力了这么多年的我就只是希望能够在考试上考好一点！

希望3年后的我能够拿到文凭我就心满意足了。

可是我的笨头脑就是不争气！

一个一点也不在乎成绩和作业的人，因为有朋友的帮忙，竟然也可以考得很好！

这令我十分的懊恼！

不过，我是不会放弃的！我会证明只要努力也会成功的！

我要学习潘瑋柏那永不放弃的精神！

加油！

写华文真的好不容易喔！

四年没碰华语的我再写这个时是绞尽脑汁才慢慢的一个字一个字的打出来的！

想想潘瑋柏在写歌词也是一定也很辛苦吧！
good job:)
为你和为我加油吧！
your dream, my inspiration!:)

oh god!!
my brain is bursting from all the ethical theories and stuffs!
how am i going to fully understand all these lengthy and boring theories???!!
please enlighten me!
hahas how i wish i'm smarter!!
feel like dying now.
But still have ethics revision class later.
my poor brain!!
jiayou to myself

feeling sad and disappointed with myself.
what have i not done enough to get it??
things don't always go the way you wanted.
and i have always knew.
it's just that this particular one hurts quite abit.
i guess things will get better:)
i will get better!
*sobs* the higher your expectations, the greater you fall.
OUCH that really hurts.

school's coming to an end soon! now it's already week 12. 1 more week and off we go for our study break and den exams and den holidays!! whee!!! hahahas stress level in SMU is really high these days as everyone is busy with the reports and presentations. we will just hang in there people and do all right mans. tuesday it was study session for the family. met up with both my laopa shermain and mummy mallory to study in SMU together. LOL.was quite funny experience. cuz the door outside keep making weird sounds as i think it is rusty. we studied seriously at times, but at times we chat about the past. LOL.
had subway for lunch!!YUMS YUMS:) was supposed to have lunch during the 1hr that didnt have room but wells our tummies are protesting really fiercely. so we give in to them and went to buy subway for lunch. shifted to some areas outside the SR to study a while before shifting back to the SR that we have booked. i onky managed to finish one chapter of finance. but not bad lah!! hees
was supposed to go swimming with cousin, but ended up cancelling it as we are having advance birthday celebration dinner for my dad.
SORRY alina jiejie!!!
will make up to you some other days.
had the nice assam fish and chicken wings at the zhi cha at my house downstairs:)
came home after dinner to complete revision for marketing, confirm bidding and also complete online survey for marketing.
HOPE marketing will turn out fine.
we have all been procrastinating too much.
now, we are all panicking!!

WEDNESDAY
i feel so stupid!!
i left hse in a rush that i forgot to bring all my finace stuffs.
i left my homework at home which was due today!
good job man genevieve.GRR. i feel so STUPID!!!
ended up re-doing my work in class so that i can hand in on time,
sch was really pack ytd.
as after finance class ytd, had lunch and meeting tgt with my finance mates :))
rest for like a while before i went for interview at admin building at 330.
was relieved after interview.
rush back to sch for research survey at 430. and then class at 515.
after class had ethics presentation til 845pm
went home feeling like crap and had dinner.
what a freaking long day out in school!!!
one thing happy is that, i got all my bids for next sem!!
which means no school on TUE and FRI!!!
yipeee!!
super duper happy!!
good luck to me for ethics presentation tmr:))))

this week pass really quicky!
soon it's friday.
went to meet raymond and joanna after school to have sakae buffet!!
lohs i'm always going to eat!!
really losing shape already= which means more swimming sessions for me!!
haven seen ms joanna for a long long time, ever since our last SENTOSA trip???
misses you loads!!!
hees when i reached both ray and jo were already there.
LOVE sushi mans!!

can never stop eating them even when i'm full lah.
POOR sakae, must suffer a big loss when they have customers like me and RAY:))
hehehe.took many many photos over there.miss joanna CHIA
love meeting up with JC friends:)
they totally brighten my life!!
muacks!!cant wait for the chilli crab session coming soon:)

SUNDAY
day out with baby!!
went to vivo city:)))
WHEE~~haven been there for a long long time.
sorry dear for having you to sacrifice yous sleep to go out with me.
it was a BUDGET day yesterday!!
went to eat lunch at kopitiam at vivo!!
i had carrot cake while dear had mixed vegetable rice.
went to walk walk while waiting for the movie.
baby's going to go overseas soon with his police friends:(
so unfair!i'm like stuck in Singapore having exams.
nvm lah,you enjoy yourself yeah:)))
bet you will have loads of fun there, just take more photos to share the place with me!!
hees

watched "jennifer's BODY" by Megan Fox.
OMG!!
scary movie lah.totally not my kind of show. but to tell the truth the plot was quite interesting.
But the bloody scenes were totally disgusting!
i was like hiding behind my jacket when i could.
hahahas but wells nice show:)
guys all love her, i dunno why..
bought my dad a present cuz wednesday is his birthday!!!
den went to kopitiam for dinner!!
hahahs.
and then went home!!!
was a great day if i didnt messed up somethings.
sorry for all that i have done baby!!i really didnt mean to do those things to you!
sorry!
hope things will get better and my temper will be better (. - .)

it irks me at times when people are too reliant on me.
yeah i know at times i'm right at something.but that does not mean that i know everything.
I glad you think highly of me.
but could you be more confident of yourself?
Sometimes I really find it hard to finish my stuffs too.
i have commitments like you do, i have 24 hours like you to
do you know that??
so why not you try and help me at times and not just depend on me to do things?

i jsut wish school to be OVER soon!!
i need some rest!!
CRAP!!!

better start to blog before spiderwebs start forming on my blog.
nothing much really happen.
just normal school work, meeting deadlines, presentations and stuffs.
exercising, meeting ray, and family dinners is what i look forward too.
cuz they are juz moments where i can really just throw studies at the back of my brain and relax!!

learning ethics make me realize that there ain such things as ethics in this world.
there are so many grey areas around that is so hard to determine whether it's right or wrong.
what's astonishing to me is that, the real world is plain UGLY.
and the truth really hurts!
OUCH~
all the education about ethics behaving morally right are like nonsense.
there's no such things as ethics when you are doing business.
the business of business is still BUSINESS.
who will give up economic benefits for some situations that doesnt seem right?
Economic benefits and self-interest always outweighs moral rights.
is it ethical for an educational institution to ask for donations so that one's child can be enrolled?
It's really disappointing. and to think that we are taught about being good people and stuffs in this place.
how ironic!

swimming was fun on thursday!
swam like i think 10laps.
the competitive pool in jln besar is scary!
you can srsly see the depression when you are swimming at the 1.8m area.
frightening, but i manage to do it:)
i really love the feeling of freedom while i'm swimming.
how being underwater gives me a peaceful feeling.
didnt manage to go to bugis to have dessert. nvm the nxt time:)

friday
lessons in school.got back my mgmt science paper. din really do well.
kinda disappointed. but wells i deserve it, cuz i was happily slacking away when i could have spend more time studying!
met my cousin to study after lesson.
headed to fish and co at heeren for dinner with angel, alina and ji cai.
was really fun!
love soending time with my cousins.
reminiscence the times that we had fun tgt when we were young.
miss those days, where i was still a kid.
free from troubles and stuffs.
how i wish, i'm still a kid!
better treasure the wonderful moments now before i step into the working world in the future.

SAT
went out with raymond :)
went for a movie at tampanies.
watch "Imagine that" and it is really nice.
was super worried when ray's friend said that it is a boring movie.
but wells we both enjoyed it!
hahahas:)
i want my "COUGAR" too!!
after movie went to walk walk shop shop to look for things.
mostly is window shopping.hahhas cuz we both have no money ah.
i'm really thankful to get to spend a full day with him.
though it's just some normal stuffs that i can do it with anyone, it really seems much enjoyable with him around:)
wooo~ TEPPANYAKI for dinner!!
yums yums!
nice dinner really, except the fact that we both cant understand what the chef was saying cuz he was rather soft.
hahhas so both of us were like "orh orh orh" all the way as nothing can go wrong with that answer.
keke and we found out taht the question the chef was asking was:"whose is the beef set and whose is the chicken set"
hahahs how silly can we get.
nice day out. really dun wanna go home as it means i have to get back to work.
sometimes i really wanna run away from reality and live in my dream world.
but well let's not hope for things that are IMPOSSIBLE.
really hope i can spend more time with MR no problem!!!
love you loads!!!and sorry for the incident:(

went out on a date with dear:)))
haven really got time to go out with ray for like a whole day of fun without thinking of work at all.
and today we did it:)))
YAY!!
had so much fun!
met up at around 2 pm to go to bugis to shop shop.
i haven been buying clothes for a really long time.
the last top i bought was like a mth or so ago which was from a blogshop.
din really thought of buying anything.
just wanted to shop and see see and if there's smth nice,
i will buy.

we went to illuma to buy movie tickets at 545pm to watch 500 days of summer.
we had quite some time to spare,
so we went to bugis street to take a look.
OH my GOD!!
there are like soOOO many people there.
thank goodness part of bugis street now are air conditioned.
so it's not that bad.
me managed to by a $10 top and also 4 pairs of socks!
yeah:) super happy! cuz it means i have more clothes to wear to school!
yipee!!

watch movie after shopping.
show wasnt really fantastic, was kinda funny but not really very nice.
hahahas so if you want to watch, be prepared!
LOL.
went to look for the bag that raymond wants to buy.
he's like not very observant kind.
gt the leather version at bugis street but he didnt notice.
so we went back to bugis to look for it.
but it was sold out:((((
sry dear. i shud have told you earlier.
didnt know that you wanted the leather kind.
dinner at empire statE!!!
some Western restaurant that feels like New york New york.
me orderd pasta and dear ordered some grilled chicken.
taste was so-so.
the korean BBQ will be so much better.
long day out, but i had a superb time with dear:)))
i hope for more moments of this!!
hehe.
i love him to bits!
raymond= MR no PROBLEM

a update of my one week break!!!
lohs i'm such a lousy bad and evil student.
hahahas cuz i really haven really done much.
so here goes my updates:)

MONDAY
marketing meeting on the morning.
aye why cant i just sleep in lat on monday?
what a great way to start my holiday.
drag myself out of bed to reach sch at 9.
luckily people are not really late today:)))
the though of meeting bestie cheer my day up!!
hees haven seen her for a really long time.

met bestie at AMK hub.
had lunch at subway before we walked over to the library to study.
quite pack.but the atmosphere was great.
quite conducive to study, especially if we managed to get the 2nd level tables.
well we shall go there early the next time:))
hahahs study quite abit with mini chats in between.
OMG the food there is really tempting!
people keep ordering the fried wedges,onions rings and stuffs,
making me and mallory drool~
in the end, we both bought drumlets and onion rings:)
hahahs.
only managed to study til about 645, den we left the place to walk walk shop shop to destress.
sobs!!
we forgot to take photos.
wasted mans:evidence of us both studying leh.
hhahahas.
bought shilin for dinner and went home to rest even more.
hahahs i'm born a slcaker mans.

Tuesday
met up with bestie to play badminton~
we both haven been exercising for long.
so tues was badminton day!!
hahahas it was really fun, though it was only the two of us.
keep haivng to pick up shuttlecocks and mallor srsly know how to make me run all over the court.
damn tired.
i'm so going to let you run the court the nxt time we play badminton!!!
hees.
me and bestie before the game~
i'm really tired!!!:(
mallory joseph!
went to hougang mall for lunch after badminton.
we both shared shilin's oyster mee sua and the XXL chicken

the mee sua is superb!!
damn nice excluding the oyster and the chicken is like heavenly!
best lunch ever,
hahhas i'm easy to satisfy, just throw me any food.
and i'll be your friend.
LOL
genevieve is a greedy MONSTER!!!
went home after lunch to wash up and go for tuition.
OMG, damn tiring, cuz i'm like falling asleep while doing tuition.
thankk goodness the popo made a cup of coffee for me, if not
i will be like zzzZZZ-ing on the spot.
another tiring day.
:)))

WEDNESDAY
ethics meeting in the morning.
not bad lah.
the worse module but at least i have wonderful groupmates that can help
me to at least do well for smth in the module.
meet dear in the late noon to go swimming!!
i love swimming!!aint this doggie cute???love anything that is related to swimming:)
"just keep swimming, just keep swimming"
tiring cuz my body was achiing from ytd badminton.
but my love for swimming will cure my pain.
swam like 12 laps and i died!but i really had fun swimming with dear:)
sorry i met up with you so late that you couldnt get to sun-tan.
but i hoped you enjoy exercising!!!
after swimming went home and eat dinner den knock out.

THURSDAY
had to wash the floor for mummy today:((((
something that i really dun like at all.
srsly i dun like.
but too bad, i'm a women and i have to do hsework.
so that's my fate.
washed for 2 hrs plus in the morning.
slack a while before going to bath then leave hse for tuition.
kids are having exams this week.
so i have to work hard for them and den i can concentrate on my studies:)))
so super died mans.
haven really start on my management science at all.
and i'm having exam next friday!!
argh!!
stop procrastinating gen!

FRIDAY
studied a little of ethics in the morning.
waited for confirmation of the meeting.
i really hoped there is no meeting lah.
in the end, it was still on
haii.
so rushed to sch to meet.
well not bad lah.
quite efficient.we kinda like clarify things and then
separted the work.
deadline is next next wednesday!!
hope i have the time to do it!
gogogo gen!

went to shop shop for presents cuz meeting char and kw later.
wah i walk til i wanna kill myself.
cuz i really dunno what to buy.
and my cramps are like killing me mans!!!
finally manage to buy a personalize bracelet for charmaine laopo and
also macroons.
laopo withe her bracelet:)))
had dinner at MFM!!
OMG the seafood platter is FANTASTIC.
no kidding. i love the rice, prawn and calamari the best:))))
exchange presents after dinner.
hahahs poor nu er(KW) had a hard time coordinating this bday celebration for me and char!
good job girl:)))
i really have loads of fun!!
walked around after dinner.
played the machine where we can catch soft toys one.
disappointment loh. the machine keep "playing cheat"
in the end i only managed to get a weird looking yellow small keychain.
the the 3 unhappy is walked to action city to buy things to cheer oursleves up!
and guess what we bought?
MACROON:)))
cute right???
so cute!!
spend the rest of the time cam-whoring:))))
me with KW~
kw and char
imitating my macaroons face:)))
hahahs fun day out with friends:)
LOVE MY FAMILY!
meeting tmr morning~
boring

it's my Birthday!!!
20 years old already.
no more teenager.finally an adult i guess??
hahahs need to be more serious and mature??
i guess i will just be myself=D

yesterday was fun day out wif dear!
though some things did happen but it all ended out well:)))
had lessons til 3 ytd!
meet up with Mr Chua after my lessons:)
that irritating bum just cant stop pissing me off by asking me to stop asking so much questions.
hahhas that's cuz i want to know okay.
so we went to PS and walk!
shared a plate of carrot cake for lunch.b4 we went to watch movie!!
watch cloudy with a chance of meatball!!!
WONDEFUL movie!!totally awesome show.kinda funny but meaningful.
and COOL~~~can you imagine all the wonderful food falling from the skies??OMG~now you know why i love this movie!!!=D

went to bugis after the movie!!
yay!!!
we went to eat korean BBQ!!
ordered wrongly:((((
felt so angry at myself, cuz i'm like so toopid.
in the end, dear cheered me up by buying the real BBQ!!!
OMG!i love the korean BBQ.
SIZZLING BBQ pork!!!cant wait to eat it!!~drools~raymond eating vegetables!!!WOW
damn yummy lah.
reminds me of the time i had in korea.
and dear seemed to enjoy this better too!ask he dun really like beef.
sry!!
anyways i really had a great time today!!!
:)
simple but FANTASTIC!
thanks for putting in so much effort for my birthday dear!!
i can really feel it:))))♥♥♥
presents from baby!!!:)))
my birthday cake!my dream glass piano~~this is the small musical version!awwwbirthday scrapbook!Oh man this guy can really do really nice things!i'm so jealous of his talent!
i bought flats!!!yipee!!!i have shoes to wear to school now!!super duper happy!
Last but not least!!!US!!!love him loads for all that he has done!!
tat silly bum that does everything secretly w/o you knowing.
just BEWARE!! he's really cheeky but NICE:))))
LOVES
♥

have been pretty busy to really make time to blog!!!
hahahs but maybe busy is just an excuse cause i dunno how to manage my time well.
both last week and this week is CRAZY!!
had response paper to complete plus finishing up our marketing project.
and this week i have to study for my mid terms.
lol.
so here is wat i did past one week.

TUE
was busy reading my ethics notes and trying to come up with a 2-3 pages critique by the night.
was super ill-disciplined cuz i ended up slacking in the morning and kinda panicky when it was in the noon.
hate it whenever i'm so not prepared.
but luckily, raymond did me a favour to check on my progress.
so i managed to come up with the reponse paper by late night
*relieved*
decided to do the editing the next day as i have morning lesson.

WED
morning lessons at 830.
practically drag myself off the bed to go to sch.
the only thing i look forward to is lunch.
*grins*
had a wonderful lunch at MOS burger!
the milk tea totally makes my day!!!
went back to sch to do little editing then rush back to SP to let my manager know about the progress of the marketing project.
then rush back to sch to submit my response paper b4 5 and went for marketing class.
stay in sch til 930pm to complete my part for marketing project before i went home.
imagine having to leave house at 730 in the morning and be home by only 1030.
damn tiring~

THURS
had meeting in the morning at 9 am.
was raining in the morning,
how i wish i can sleep in more.
went to sch reluctantly for marketing meeting.
lol, this meeting is like always so not productove.
but luckily our content is up somewhere.
at least we have something to hand in.
meeting drag on to 130.
then i went to buy packet lunch and eat while reading my ethics case which i never understand.
another day gone just liddat.
:(

FRI
went to sch for lessons at 12.
finally had a chance to really sleep in late:)
whee.
MS was fine.
went home after lessons to pack my bag for chalet as my cousin 21st party was this weekend.
was contemplating whether to bring my work there to study not?
in the end, brought my finance textbook over to study.
glad that i have this mall break for the week:)
had fun catching up with my cousin.
we went to have dinner at subway.
bought 2am tickets and went back to the chalet to watch tv and study!
hohoho.our messy study table
getting ready to sleepnana jie jieangel
me!!!happy looks with our MACS breakfast
it's really tiring to watch the 2 am show.
i'm not a night person.
so was like really trying hard to stay awake.
keke.

SAT
woke up at 9 plus to go swimming with my cousin.
hahhas didnt swim much as we wanted to eat MAC;s breakfast.
so i swam like 10 laps and then we went to changed and buy breakfast!!
lOVE MACs breakfast.
rush to tuition in the noon b4 coming back to help with the decoration for my cousin's party.
quite fun but tiring.
the party was fun!!
but not the kind that i would want for my 21st.
cuz i feel weird not being able to spend quality time with every single friend of mine.
but i think my sis had fun!!
anyways HAppy 21st Birthday.girls power~~LOVES
didnt stay-over on sat night as i srsly need to study for my finance exam next week.

that sums up what i did last week.
felt really bad cuz i didnt manage to meet up with my bestie and raymond.
poor raymond had fever when i was enjoying myself at my cousin's party.
i wish i had more time for them.
:((((